MY FATHER'S FICTION
"Write it down."
"I don't want to."
"Write it down."
"I don't--"
"I'll hit you, boy. I will. My father is not a man. Write it down."
My father is not a man.
"Good. He cannot work. He cannot have a woman. Everything is through the teeth."
He cannot work. He cannot have a woman. Everything is through the teeth.
"He couldn't save my mother."
"I don't--"
"Write it down."
He couldn't save my mother.
"When I am old enough, I will take the money from the jar."
"Daddy, please."
"When I am old enough. I will take the money beneath mother's tree. I will leave and not come back."
He raises his arm. I write it down.
"If I come back, my father won't know me. Write it down."
I do.
"My father made me write this down."
My father made me write this down.
"You wrote what I said?"
"I wrote what you said."
"I'll find out."
"I wrote what you said."
"Thank you, son. Go to school."